Chapter 4
I show up at Ito’s house not at all calmed down and very intent on getting some alcohol into my system to help. Luckily I don’t have to wait for Ito to show up, his car is already in his driveway. I walk right up to the door leaving my bag in the car not remembering if I said anything about staying the night even though I still fully intend to. I knock on the door trying to calm myself just a little so I don’t look completely pissed. I guess I manage to pull it off because Ito keeps smiling as he opens the door and lets me in.
Once the door closes I hug him to me slightly and his lips touch mine. Since he started the kiss I deepen it slightly twining my tongue with his. As we pull away I feel just a little better from the kiss and so I am able to just lightly smile at him. “Hey Ito.” I tell him kissing his cheek lightly.
“Hey Kevin.” He tells me his eyes seeming to stare at me intensely and yet almost different from anything sexual in any way almost accusing. I just grin letting loose my grip on him and standing still for a moment or two just looking at him and feeling it start to calm me down. “How was your day?” He asks me his voice not quite too happy but still cheerier then his stare.
“Fine. Yours?” I ask back almost thinking he can hear the tension in my voice and that is why he is acting like this.
“Ok.” He starts to walk into his kitchen and I follow him still vaguely thinking of getting a little less sober. He opens his fridge and I peer over his shoulder catching the sight of alcohol and not bothering to take note of what exactly it is. He notices me pressing into his back though and he looks at me slightly turning his neck. “You want something?” He asks his voice just a little softer and I smile.
“Something alcoholic if you’ll let me.” I answer smiling at him as I say it knowing he has bought me alcohol before but he was under the illusion then that I was actually old enough to drink it legally. Still he just grins at me slightly then grabs two beer bottles from the fridge and hands me one popping off the cap for me and his own then he leads me off to his bedroom. We sit on his bed with his arm softly around my shoulders and we just sit at first drinking the beers. I ease up some as the alcohol gets into my system and then Ito sighs his arm wrapping itself tighter around me.
“You sure you’re fine?” He asks me fully facing me now and I smile looking into his brown eyes. I nod lightly the thoughts of my whoredom leaving my mind completely. “K.” He tells me kissing me lightly on the lips again. “So what do you want to do today?” He asks me his lips curling into a prettier smile.
“I don’t know. How about we just hang out in here and watch a movie?” I ask and he smiles at me. I end up telling Ito to just pick a movie and put it in so even as the movie plays I don’t pay much attention to it. I just keep drinking the beer and making sideways glances at Ito admiring his looks. Though that probably explains why when the movie is around half way through I lean over and kiss Ito and we both stop paying attention to the film.
At first I just kiss him because paying attention to his looks while gradually indulging in more and more alcohol makes it a little hard not to want to do more. He responds easily to the kiss though, the alcohol in his system no doubt helping and so with a little more kissing our shirts end up on the floor. Though with every inch of my body Ito looks over, his movements become slower and more hesitant especially the kisses and I’m not sure why. Then his hand trails lightly over my back the pain reminds me of how Jesse scratched up my back and the likeliness of a hickey on my neck from him as well. Ito places a kiss on my neck right where he gave me a hickey when we slept together and I know it’s faded by now. His hand trails over my cheek pulling my eyes to his. Then his lips part and I half know what he is going to say. “Does he have a name?” Ito asks and I know it must seem really strange to him for me to have scratch marks and a hickey when I said at school that no one my age wants me and so he must think I went clubbing again.
I know part of me thinks I should just tell him because Jess already knows about him so I might as well even the score. “Jesse, he’s in your class too the same one as me.” I tell him and I see his eyes focus on me a bit harder, his hand still lingering on my cheek.
“He’s your age?” He asks me cryptically and I just nod vaguely. “Well don’t worry about it you should be with some one your age.” He tells me and as soon as he says it I wrap my arms around his neck staring deeper into his eyes.
“I didn’t say anything about that. I like you Ito. Just because I like him too doesn’t mean I don’t want to be with you. I like both of you and I don’t think I’m really ready to date just one of you ok?” I tell him knowing it sounds a little strange to explain this so logically but it makes sense to me. His eyes look into mine the entire time I talk and his hand never leaves my cheek. He lightly kisses my cheek and pulls me down to lie in his arms, cradling me so I still can look into his eyes.
“I thought you said you couldn’t find a boy your age.” He tells me softly seeming almost curious as of yet; just as when he said I should be with some one my age he just seems defeated and yet like he would almost prefer it. I smile at him and kiss his lips very lightly.
“I couldn’t he found me sort of. Jesse has been my best friend for some where along forever and actually he is my only friend my age that knows I’m gay. I used to joke around hitting on him and then a few days ago I just went ahead and kissed him and at first it just freaked him out it seems but he then he told me that he really does like me…” I say sort of trailing off with it and noticing even myself that it sounds pretty fairy tale happy. Ito smiles wider at me and kisses me his lips lingering on mine for much longer then necessary.
“Sounds so cute.” He tells me softly his voice almost just matter-of-factly. I smirk at him then climb on top of him straddling his legs.
“You are cute.” I tell him deliberately dragging out the words and looking him right in the eye. He smiles back at me and I lean down and kiss him pressing my bare chest into his as I do and my hair falls over our faces. “I don’t want to talk about Jess with you ok?” I tell him more then ask but Ito just smiles and nods. Of course it’s about then that I start to focus on how close we are and how I am on top of him. “So uhm do you want to finish watching the movie or start something else?” I ask him my voice still half lustful though I hear the hints of my nerves showing through. He smirks at me though and kisses me on the lips drawing it out.
“From what I could tell you weren’t really watching the movie anyway.” He tells me and I blush at the comment for being caught more then anything. He just smirks wider and pulls me closer to him still cradling me in his grip. He kisses me again harsher this time and his hands start to push my shoulders into the bed. I grin into the kiss and wrap my arms around his waist pulling him on top of me and kissing him just as hard. His legs straddle mine and his hand pushes into my crouch cupping me through my pants. I half moan breaking the kiss slightly and his eyes look into mine lust starring me in the face.
His hands start to fumble with my pants undoing them quickly then pulling both them and my boxers shuck off of me. I grin bigger at him and my hands move down to his pants eager to do the same. The smirk stays on his face as it moves down my body and lingers temptingly over my erection. However now that his pants, still completely fastened, are out of my grasp my hands make an attempt for his hair in hopes of pulling his head down to where I really want it. Of course though even with my hands in his hair Ito doesn’t let me get that victory so easily. He makes it worse on me teasingly licking the head of my dick for just a moment then looking up at me.
“What do I get?” He asks me his voice fully accented with lust and amazed that my mind still works I manage to answer.
“You got it already at school on Tuesday.” I answer finding joy in that fact of how scandalous that sounds. He lightly chuckles though he doesn’t relent.
“Yeah but that was Tuesday. How bout now?” He tells me and I want to say how much shit that is but with the look on his face I don’t even bother. That last bit of reason slips away.
“Anything.” I tell him meaning it completely. “Just do it.” I hear my voice catching and I know it won’t take long for me to lose my voice completely and he hasn’t even done anything yet. Then he smirks though and I know my offer of anything probably wasn’t a good idea but too late.
“Bet you’ll regret that.” He warns but then without another word he leans down and his lips wrap around my dick. I moan at the pleasure of it but his lips keep moving as he bobs on my dick. I lose myself in the feel of his lips and tongue around my erection. His hands start to play with my balls as he keeps going his tongue swirling around the tip as he lightly bites it. It is quickly getting to the point where it’s overwhelming and I know I’m going to cum. I moan and then his lips leave me all together and he looks at me and I know I am completely at his mercy.
“Ito, please, please.” I groan begging him to finish me. He smirks the look somewhere between malicious and lustful as he looks at me. His hand wraps around my dick but too tightly doing the opposite of what I want stopping me from cumming.
“I want my anything.” He tells me then smiles even bigger. He kisses my cheek and then leans closer whispering in my ear. “Don’t worry I’ll let you cum. I just want to watch you finish yourself k.” He tells me and all I really pay attention to is the first sentence. His hand leaves me completely as I nod too far-gone with lust to think at all. I grab my dick and jerk myself off fast and hard. Within seconds I spill my cum all over my chest and I lie back sighing my eyes looking at the sheer look of satisfaction on Ito’s face when he pants haven’t even come off yet. I smile at him and pull his lips to mine kissing him deeply.
Ito grins at me and then kisses my neck pining me down again. My eyes watch him as his lips trail down to the mess of seed coating my stomach. His eyes look back in mine as he licks it up replacing the cum on my skin with saliva. I grin at him but then I can’t take just lying back anymore. I flip the two of us over and pin him to the bed. “My turn.” I tell him and he just grins at me. I pull down his pants and his boxers. I wrap my hand around his dick and pull on him. I make out with him as I jerk him off our tongues setting the pace of my hand. He kisses me deeply his tongue clashing violently with mine.
“Finger me.” Ito says gasping even as he says it and I just smile at him fully willing to do as he says. I kiss him again smashing my lips into his. My hand moves between his legs as the other continues to pull on his erection. I slide my first finger into him enjoying the look on his face from the pain/pleasure he is feeling. I slam my finger into him all to the knuckle and at the sound of his moan I add another finger. My fingers move quickly inside of him slamming against his prostate constantly making him moan loudly and squirm around the fingers he is impaled on. “Harder.” He moans and I grin adding a third finger inside of him and smashing it in to the hilt as well. His hands grab my sides digging his nails into them making me kiss him harder as well as move my hands faster that are on him and in him. He moans louder and I know it won’t be much longer.
I tighten my grip on his dick keeping him from cumming as I move down his body and wrap my lips around his dick instead. I continue to finger him and lick the tip of his dick. I slam my fingers in harsh jamming them against his prostate and with that hit he cums hard in my mouth. I lick his tip as his seed shoots out of him and I swallow all he gives me. I pull back from him looking at his lust glazed eyes then I lie down on top of him and lightly kiss his lips. He grins at me and wraps his arms around me as mine move to around his neck. He doesn’t say anything to me so I keep quiet as well and just cuddle into his body and he holds me close.
After around ten minutes though he just falls asleep and I slip out of his hold and walk to his bathroom not bothering to get dressed. I grab a towel and hop in the shower guessing that Ito shouldn’t mind. I shower quickly taking only a few minutes then I dry off and walk back to Ito’s room. I smile at the way Ito still lies naked sprawled out on his bed. For a moment I think about getting my things from my car but he is too cute to ignore. I climb back into the bed and wrap my arms around Ito’s waist and nuzzling my head into the crook of his neck. Ito opens his eyes slightly seeing me for an instant before closing again.
I just lay in his arms fiddling with his hair as I dimly think about things. I know there is going to end up being a problem with the way I’m going between Ito and Jesse. I know that I really like both of them and have a bit of a problem with the way Jess is already attached. I know I’m not good with commitment but I don’t want to be tied down. Not to mention the fact that since I have such a hard time with actually having relationships instead of one night stands I’m really hesitant to stop either one of the two I’m in on the off chance that the one I pick to stay in ends up ending anyway.
My eyes train themselves on Ito again and my fingers follow my gaze and start to lightly trace the line of his lips. I follow up the touch of my fingers with my lips kissing him ever so softly and not much thinking of him responding or even noticing. I twist and curl my body into his and close my eyes still thinking of the two boys as I too drift off to sleep.
I feel myself being shaken and I slowly wake up looking at the still sweat covered and naked form of Ito. I stare at him questioningly and he just grins at me. “Time to get up cutie, at least for a little while k.” I smile at him fully opening my eyes and kissing him deeply on the lips. He kisses me for a second or two but all too quickly pulls away from me. “None of that right now. Get up and dressed k. Then we’ll have dinner.” He tells me seriously. I bite his neck quickly teasing him and then I get out of the bed as well.
I grab up my soiled clothes and just put them on silently noting in my head how we managed to throw our clothes off the bed and completely mess up the sheets as well. I snicker at that thought and then look at Ito as he just pulls the covers over the soiled bed sheet hiding the fresh cum stains. With all of my clothes now on me I pull on them a little to get rid of little wrinkles then I turn to Ito and look at him as he too is fully dressed. My arms wrap around his lithe body and I kiss him again though this time he lets me. “Kev you have stuff you brought for staying the night?” He asks and I grin slightly and nod. “Well why don’t you go get it and I’m going to be in the kitchen finding something to cook for us.” I grin wider and lick a stripe up his neck to nibble on his ear a little.
“K. See you in there, Ito.” I tell him and slip my shoes on with out tying them and walk out to my car. I grab my bag, closing the car door and head back to Ito’s house. I toss my bag onto his couch not bothering to even see if it lands on the sofa or the ground. I walk into the kitchen and silently get behind Ito’s back and wrap my arms around his waist and kiss his neck. “What cha making?” I ask him softly and he smiles and pulls my arms away from him then kisses my cheek.
“What do you want?” He asks and I grin at him.
“Surprise me.” I answer more so to keep from having to think of something.
“K if it’s a surprise then you can’t watch. Go sit in the living room.” He tells me and then kisses my lips softly for a second. Even though the slight kiss he gives me tempts me into just kissing him longer and harder and not caring about it being in his kitchen, the look on his face has me sending myself to his living room following orders.
I see my bag on the ground near the couch and I stroll over to it slowly then pick it up now bothering to look at the things I hastily packed. Thinking of how I was angry earlier makes me think up the reason again letting my mind linger, even if unwillingly, on the boys. The way Ito so calmly all but told me to take Jesse over him and then how at school how Ito stressed that he could get into trouble for being with me and the risk we are taking. How Jesse is so impulsive and the way he looks at me and his emotions bleed out of his face. The unhidden fury of lust that consumed me the first time with both Ito and Jesse, yet then the more gentle way Ito was today and how he still insists on decency while Jess all but throws it out the window. Jess seems more likely to make some confession of love though and I know that he will mean it and having known him for so long I’m not sure what I would say in response.
I some what notice that I’m still standing by Ito’s couch hovering with my bag and I drop myself down on the sofa not bothering to turn on the T.V. still as I think silently. Throwing the third boy in, my dialysis of Ito’s multiple personalities. The way Mr. Masûmakè acted in the classroom so daring and shoving me against his desk something that to me seems like something far beyond Ito’s confidence level. The way he looked semi-professional with his clothes messed up and his sex hair after I blew him and the look of bliss on his face definitely gave him away. The way how even through out lectures his eyes drift to me and he subtly winks or shrugs his eyebrows looking me up and down. I can’t help it somehow not to classify him as two different people because of how differently he acts at school and home or the club. Even around his son, Mikhail, he isn’t as tense as at school or seemingly as strict.
I bite my lip trying to push the subject out of my head and not really succeeding in any thing other then making me want to mess around with Ito more at school or right after he gets home while he is still dressed up to see if he will act the same. I can’t help it that I like the idea of doing some kinkier stuff with my teacher. I grab the remote half sure that by the time I am able to distract myself with the T.V. Ito will be done cooking and come out to join me. I shift through the channels for a minute or so not finding much but mentally noting to myself that Ito has better then normal cable including a few ‘adult’ channels. So instead of leaving the tele on one of those channels I flick it back to cartoon reruns of older cartoons from when I was little, but not quite so little as to still like things like Barney the Dinosaur. Right now it’s showing ‘Ah real monsters’ and I laugh at the things I haven’t seen for years. I let myself absorb it figuring the mindless prattle is better then my thoughts for the moment.
Around half through the show though I feel slim hands wrap themselves around my head blocking my view and a very soft chuckle. “Alright now for the real surprise you have to try a bite without looking and without me telling you what it is. So open up and keep your eyes closed.” Ito’s voice instructs me as his hands move away from me yet I do as he says humoring him. I open my mouth as I feel the couch on the other side of me that Ito was just on being weighed down. I know he must be smiling yet I also have a faint idea of some things in the food from the smell while he was cooking. I feel food touch my tongue and I slowly bite down as he pulls away the fork puncturing it. The food tastes good and I find that I was right about the aroma. I can taste the chicken and certain spices but also some form of rice that doesn’t seem like just normal white rice.
I chew and swallow the food and then smile thinking how it actually tasted pretty good. “Can I open my eyes now?” I ask figuring I might as well ask. He chuckles lightly again.
“Not quite yet there’s one more thing for you to taste.” He tells me his voice a bit lustful again and I smile. Then I feel his lips pressed up against mine and I kiss them harshly drawing it out and really tasting more of the food I just had on his lips. He pulls away after a little while but a long enough while so that it isn’t just a tease. I open my eyes to look at him and he smiles softly at me. “Good?” He asks not letting me fully know if he means the food or the kiss. I don’t bother to ask either though I just look right into his eyes and answer confidently.
“It’s alright.” My words are half a challenge and I wonder if he will take me up on it. He grins and hands me a plate and starts eating from his own.
“Then I suppose I’ll have to work on that then hmm?” He challenges back and I smirk.
“I guess so.” I say and he doesn’t respond except to go on eating. His eyes turn towards the television and he smiles slightly at the show. I wonder what he will say about me watching cartoons. To my slight surprise he plays it off calmly.
“I’ve seen this one, Mikhail loves it.” He tells me smiling even as he says it and it makes me smile as well, thinking about it. I move slightly closer to Ito cuddling into him some and he smiles more then content to watch the show with me as we eat. We stay silent through out two more shows following the first even after we are both finished eating. But then at the end of that one Ito turns off the T.V. and leans over me for a second taking my plate and also kissing me lightly on the lips. I smile at him and instead of getting up and following him automatically I watch him walking for a few moments just liking the sight.
He turns his head back for a second and looks at me. “You coming or are you too busy starring at my ass?” He asks me and I grin not really caring enough to deny that I was starring at his butt especially when I was. I get up and walk over to him then grab his ass harshly.
“Can’t help it you have a nice ass.” I tell him half sincerely and he laughs at me grinning widely. “A very nice ass.” I tell him the smirk on my face growing as I squeeze his ass again. He grabs my hand and pulls it away causally and I smile at him. I lick his lips teasingly and pull away when he parts his lips not allowing him a proper kiss. “A great ass.” I say just one last time and he wraps his arms around me making me fully face him.
“I think you said that.” He tells me his voice completely sarcastic and I just grin.
“Did I?” I say more then ask and he smiles then wraps one of his hands around my neck and kisses me holding me there for a good moment or two.
“You did. Now come on.” He tells me and drags me by my wrist to his bedroom. I don’t bother to protest on the way there not truly minding at all. Once we are in his room though he literally picks me up and lies me on his bed then climbs on top of me straddling my legs. My eyes widen in mockery shock and my eyebrows rise.
“Ito Masûmakè what are you doing?” I ask him my voice sounding incredibly girly and fake. He grins wickedly at me and pins down my arms as well stopping all chance I have of escape. He licks my neck and then nibbles on my ear making me let out a very low moan at the pressure of it.
“I know who I would like to be doing.” He answers to me his voice dropping an octave or two and sounding infinitely more lustful.
“I said what, and in detail please.” I tell him and he grins then bites down on my ear harder making me moan.
“How about I just show you.” He offers and instead of answering I just nod. He manages to strip me of my clothes without giving an inch for me to get away. It’s much more amusing though watching him strip himself while still managing to pin me to the bed. I shrug my eyebrows at him and he rolls his eyes at me. I pucker my lips and he touches his lips to mine for half a second.
Yet then with seemingly no reason whatsoever Jesse’s face shows in my head. The look on his face when he asked me if I was going to be around a boy and then the way it worsened with me not denying that it was Ito. I remember how I was calling myself a whore earlier. As if that wasn’t bad enough Ito’s house phone starts ringing. I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad one. I smile at Ito anyway pleading with my eyes. “Come on let it ring.” I tell him urging myself on to do something with him despite my feelings about Jesse.
Ito smiles at me and kisses me again ignoring the phone as his hand wraps around my bare erection pumping it to fullness. I moan slightly as I hear the phone click to the answering machine. “Hello you have reached Ito Masûmakè I can’t come to the phone right now please leave a message after the beep.” Beep. I once again notice the formal tone of Ito’s voice when he is being ‘professional’. I manage to free my arms from his grip and wrap them around his neck pushing his lips to mine again as another voice clicks on the machine.
“Hey Ito um something come up and I need you to watch Mikhail for a little while. It won’t be all night I promise. –” Sadly at that point Ito goes ahead and answers the phone and while I can’t say I blame him I am starting to not like Natalie’s lame excuses for dropping off Mikhail. I don’t bother to really pay attention to Ito’s conversation as he talks to Natalie and his body is completely pulled away from mine. Not hard to see how with what is happening that I go completely soft again.
“K Natalie I’ll see you soon. No, don’t worry about it I’ll take Mikhail for the night. Bye Natalie.” Ito hangs up the phone and looks at me his eyes apologetic. “Sorry.” He tells me as he leans toward me again and lightly trails his hand over my hair. I don’t say anything, he kisses me for a little while still being very gentle. “I’ll make it up to you ok. Are you still going to stay over tonight?” I think over it quickly knowing that my mom doesn’t expect me home until really Monday and I do still want to see Ito.
“Yeah.” I tell him softly and he smiles then lightly kisses my lips again.
“K. Well come on we should get dressed before Natalie and Mikhail get here.”
Once the door closes I hug him to me slightly and his lips touch mine. Since he started the kiss I deepen it slightly twining my tongue with his. As we pull away I feel just a little better from the kiss and so I am able to just lightly smile at him. “Hey Ito.” I tell him kissing his cheek lightly.
“Hey Kevin.” He tells me his eyes seeming to stare at me intensely and yet almost different from anything sexual in any way almost accusing. I just grin letting loose my grip on him and standing still for a moment or two just looking at him and feeling it start to calm me down. “How was your day?” He asks me his voice not quite too happy but still cheerier then his stare.
“Fine. Yours?” I ask back almost thinking he can hear the tension in my voice and that is why he is acting like this.
“Ok.” He starts to walk into his kitchen and I follow him still vaguely thinking of getting a little less sober. He opens his fridge and I peer over his shoulder catching the sight of alcohol and not bothering to take note of what exactly it is. He notices me pressing into his back though and he looks at me slightly turning his neck. “You want something?” He asks his voice just a little softer and I smile.
“Something alcoholic if you’ll let me.” I answer smiling at him as I say it knowing he has bought me alcohol before but he was under the illusion then that I was actually old enough to drink it legally. Still he just grins at me slightly then grabs two beer bottles from the fridge and hands me one popping off the cap for me and his own then he leads me off to his bedroom. We sit on his bed with his arm softly around my shoulders and we just sit at first drinking the beers. I ease up some as the alcohol gets into my system and then Ito sighs his arm wrapping itself tighter around me.
“You sure you’re fine?” He asks me fully facing me now and I smile looking into his brown eyes. I nod lightly the thoughts of my whoredom leaving my mind completely. “K.” He tells me kissing me lightly on the lips again. “So what do you want to do today?” He asks me his lips curling into a prettier smile.
“I don’t know. How about we just hang out in here and watch a movie?” I ask and he smiles at me. I end up telling Ito to just pick a movie and put it in so even as the movie plays I don’t pay much attention to it. I just keep drinking the beer and making sideways glances at Ito admiring his looks. Though that probably explains why when the movie is around half way through I lean over and kiss Ito and we both stop paying attention to the film.
At first I just kiss him because paying attention to his looks while gradually indulging in more and more alcohol makes it a little hard not to want to do more. He responds easily to the kiss though, the alcohol in his system no doubt helping and so with a little more kissing our shirts end up on the floor. Though with every inch of my body Ito looks over, his movements become slower and more hesitant especially the kisses and I’m not sure why. Then his hand trails lightly over my back the pain reminds me of how Jesse scratched up my back and the likeliness of a hickey on my neck from him as well. Ito places a kiss on my neck right where he gave me a hickey when we slept together and I know it’s faded by now. His hand trails over my cheek pulling my eyes to his. Then his lips part and I half know what he is going to say. “Does he have a name?” Ito asks and I know it must seem really strange to him for me to have scratch marks and a hickey when I said at school that no one my age wants me and so he must think I went clubbing again.
I know part of me thinks I should just tell him because Jess already knows about him so I might as well even the score. “Jesse, he’s in your class too the same one as me.” I tell him and I see his eyes focus on me a bit harder, his hand still lingering on my cheek.
“He’s your age?” He asks me cryptically and I just nod vaguely. “Well don’t worry about it you should be with some one your age.” He tells me and as soon as he says it I wrap my arms around his neck staring deeper into his eyes.
“I didn’t say anything about that. I like you Ito. Just because I like him too doesn’t mean I don’t want to be with you. I like both of you and I don’t think I’m really ready to date just one of you ok?” I tell him knowing it sounds a little strange to explain this so logically but it makes sense to me. His eyes look into mine the entire time I talk and his hand never leaves my cheek. He lightly kisses my cheek and pulls me down to lie in his arms, cradling me so I still can look into his eyes.
“I thought you said you couldn’t find a boy your age.” He tells me softly seeming almost curious as of yet; just as when he said I should be with some one my age he just seems defeated and yet like he would almost prefer it. I smile at him and kiss his lips very lightly.
“I couldn’t he found me sort of. Jesse has been my best friend for some where along forever and actually he is my only friend my age that knows I’m gay. I used to joke around hitting on him and then a few days ago I just went ahead and kissed him and at first it just freaked him out it seems but he then he told me that he really does like me…” I say sort of trailing off with it and noticing even myself that it sounds pretty fairy tale happy. Ito smiles wider at me and kisses me his lips lingering on mine for much longer then necessary.
“Sounds so cute.” He tells me softly his voice almost just matter-of-factly. I smirk at him then climb on top of him straddling his legs.
“You are cute.” I tell him deliberately dragging out the words and looking him right in the eye. He smiles back at me and I lean down and kiss him pressing my bare chest into his as I do and my hair falls over our faces. “I don’t want to talk about Jess with you ok?” I tell him more then ask but Ito just smiles and nods. Of course it’s about then that I start to focus on how close we are and how I am on top of him. “So uhm do you want to finish watching the movie or start something else?” I ask him my voice still half lustful though I hear the hints of my nerves showing through. He smirks at me though and kisses me on the lips drawing it out.
“From what I could tell you weren’t really watching the movie anyway.” He tells me and I blush at the comment for being caught more then anything. He just smirks wider and pulls me closer to him still cradling me in his grip. He kisses me again harsher this time and his hands start to push my shoulders into the bed. I grin into the kiss and wrap my arms around his waist pulling him on top of me and kissing him just as hard. His legs straddle mine and his hand pushes into my crouch cupping me through my pants. I half moan breaking the kiss slightly and his eyes look into mine lust starring me in the face.
His hands start to fumble with my pants undoing them quickly then pulling both them and my boxers shuck off of me. I grin bigger at him and my hands move down to his pants eager to do the same. The smirk stays on his face as it moves down my body and lingers temptingly over my erection. However now that his pants, still completely fastened, are out of my grasp my hands make an attempt for his hair in hopes of pulling his head down to where I really want it. Of course though even with my hands in his hair Ito doesn’t let me get that victory so easily. He makes it worse on me teasingly licking the head of my dick for just a moment then looking up at me.
“What do I get?” He asks me his voice fully accented with lust and amazed that my mind still works I manage to answer.
“You got it already at school on Tuesday.” I answer finding joy in that fact of how scandalous that sounds. He lightly chuckles though he doesn’t relent.
“Yeah but that was Tuesday. How bout now?” He tells me and I want to say how much shit that is but with the look on his face I don’t even bother. That last bit of reason slips away.
“Anything.” I tell him meaning it completely. “Just do it.” I hear my voice catching and I know it won’t take long for me to lose my voice completely and he hasn’t even done anything yet. Then he smirks though and I know my offer of anything probably wasn’t a good idea but too late.
“Bet you’ll regret that.” He warns but then without another word he leans down and his lips wrap around my dick. I moan at the pleasure of it but his lips keep moving as he bobs on my dick. I lose myself in the feel of his lips and tongue around my erection. His hands start to play with my balls as he keeps going his tongue swirling around the tip as he lightly bites it. It is quickly getting to the point where it’s overwhelming and I know I’m going to cum. I moan and then his lips leave me all together and he looks at me and I know I am completely at his mercy.
“Ito, please, please.” I groan begging him to finish me. He smirks the look somewhere between malicious and lustful as he looks at me. His hand wraps around my dick but too tightly doing the opposite of what I want stopping me from cumming.
“I want my anything.” He tells me then smiles even bigger. He kisses my cheek and then leans closer whispering in my ear. “Don’t worry I’ll let you cum. I just want to watch you finish yourself k.” He tells me and all I really pay attention to is the first sentence. His hand leaves me completely as I nod too far-gone with lust to think at all. I grab my dick and jerk myself off fast and hard. Within seconds I spill my cum all over my chest and I lie back sighing my eyes looking at the sheer look of satisfaction on Ito’s face when he pants haven’t even come off yet. I smile at him and pull his lips to mine kissing him deeply.
Ito grins at me and then kisses my neck pining me down again. My eyes watch him as his lips trail down to the mess of seed coating my stomach. His eyes look back in mine as he licks it up replacing the cum on my skin with saliva. I grin at him but then I can’t take just lying back anymore. I flip the two of us over and pin him to the bed. “My turn.” I tell him and he just grins at me. I pull down his pants and his boxers. I wrap my hand around his dick and pull on him. I make out with him as I jerk him off our tongues setting the pace of my hand. He kisses me deeply his tongue clashing violently with mine.
“Finger me.” Ito says gasping even as he says it and I just smile at him fully willing to do as he says. I kiss him again smashing my lips into his. My hand moves between his legs as the other continues to pull on his erection. I slide my first finger into him enjoying the look on his face from the pain/pleasure he is feeling. I slam my finger into him all to the knuckle and at the sound of his moan I add another finger. My fingers move quickly inside of him slamming against his prostate constantly making him moan loudly and squirm around the fingers he is impaled on. “Harder.” He moans and I grin adding a third finger inside of him and smashing it in to the hilt as well. His hands grab my sides digging his nails into them making me kiss him harder as well as move my hands faster that are on him and in him. He moans louder and I know it won’t be much longer.
I tighten my grip on his dick keeping him from cumming as I move down his body and wrap my lips around his dick instead. I continue to finger him and lick the tip of his dick. I slam my fingers in harsh jamming them against his prostate and with that hit he cums hard in my mouth. I lick his tip as his seed shoots out of him and I swallow all he gives me. I pull back from him looking at his lust glazed eyes then I lie down on top of him and lightly kiss his lips. He grins at me and wraps his arms around me as mine move to around his neck. He doesn’t say anything to me so I keep quiet as well and just cuddle into his body and he holds me close.
After around ten minutes though he just falls asleep and I slip out of his hold and walk to his bathroom not bothering to get dressed. I grab a towel and hop in the shower guessing that Ito shouldn’t mind. I shower quickly taking only a few minutes then I dry off and walk back to Ito’s room. I smile at the way Ito still lies naked sprawled out on his bed. For a moment I think about getting my things from my car but he is too cute to ignore. I climb back into the bed and wrap my arms around Ito’s waist and nuzzling my head into the crook of his neck. Ito opens his eyes slightly seeing me for an instant before closing again.
I just lay in his arms fiddling with his hair as I dimly think about things. I know there is going to end up being a problem with the way I’m going between Ito and Jesse. I know that I really like both of them and have a bit of a problem with the way Jess is already attached. I know I’m not good with commitment but I don’t want to be tied down. Not to mention the fact that since I have such a hard time with actually having relationships instead of one night stands I’m really hesitant to stop either one of the two I’m in on the off chance that the one I pick to stay in ends up ending anyway.
My eyes train themselves on Ito again and my fingers follow my gaze and start to lightly trace the line of his lips. I follow up the touch of my fingers with my lips kissing him ever so softly and not much thinking of him responding or even noticing. I twist and curl my body into his and close my eyes still thinking of the two boys as I too drift off to sleep.
I feel myself being shaken and I slowly wake up looking at the still sweat covered and naked form of Ito. I stare at him questioningly and he just grins at me. “Time to get up cutie, at least for a little while k.” I smile at him fully opening my eyes and kissing him deeply on the lips. He kisses me for a second or two but all too quickly pulls away from me. “None of that right now. Get up and dressed k. Then we’ll have dinner.” He tells me seriously. I bite his neck quickly teasing him and then I get out of the bed as well.
I grab up my soiled clothes and just put them on silently noting in my head how we managed to throw our clothes off the bed and completely mess up the sheets as well. I snicker at that thought and then look at Ito as he just pulls the covers over the soiled bed sheet hiding the fresh cum stains. With all of my clothes now on me I pull on them a little to get rid of little wrinkles then I turn to Ito and look at him as he too is fully dressed. My arms wrap around his lithe body and I kiss him again though this time he lets me. “Kev you have stuff you brought for staying the night?” He asks and I grin slightly and nod. “Well why don’t you go get it and I’m going to be in the kitchen finding something to cook for us.” I grin wider and lick a stripe up his neck to nibble on his ear a little.
“K. See you in there, Ito.” I tell him and slip my shoes on with out tying them and walk out to my car. I grab my bag, closing the car door and head back to Ito’s house. I toss my bag onto his couch not bothering to even see if it lands on the sofa or the ground. I walk into the kitchen and silently get behind Ito’s back and wrap my arms around his waist and kiss his neck. “What cha making?” I ask him softly and he smiles and pulls my arms away from him then kisses my cheek.
“What do you want?” He asks and I grin at him.
“Surprise me.” I answer more so to keep from having to think of something.
“K if it’s a surprise then you can’t watch. Go sit in the living room.” He tells me and then kisses my lips softly for a second. Even though the slight kiss he gives me tempts me into just kissing him longer and harder and not caring about it being in his kitchen, the look on his face has me sending myself to his living room following orders.
I see my bag on the ground near the couch and I stroll over to it slowly then pick it up now bothering to look at the things I hastily packed. Thinking of how I was angry earlier makes me think up the reason again letting my mind linger, even if unwillingly, on the boys. The way Ito so calmly all but told me to take Jesse over him and then how at school how Ito stressed that he could get into trouble for being with me and the risk we are taking. How Jesse is so impulsive and the way he looks at me and his emotions bleed out of his face. The unhidden fury of lust that consumed me the first time with both Ito and Jesse, yet then the more gentle way Ito was today and how he still insists on decency while Jess all but throws it out the window. Jess seems more likely to make some confession of love though and I know that he will mean it and having known him for so long I’m not sure what I would say in response.
I some what notice that I’m still standing by Ito’s couch hovering with my bag and I drop myself down on the sofa not bothering to turn on the T.V. still as I think silently. Throwing the third boy in, my dialysis of Ito’s multiple personalities. The way Mr. Masûmakè acted in the classroom so daring and shoving me against his desk something that to me seems like something far beyond Ito’s confidence level. The way he looked semi-professional with his clothes messed up and his sex hair after I blew him and the look of bliss on his face definitely gave him away. The way how even through out lectures his eyes drift to me and he subtly winks or shrugs his eyebrows looking me up and down. I can’t help it somehow not to classify him as two different people because of how differently he acts at school and home or the club. Even around his son, Mikhail, he isn’t as tense as at school or seemingly as strict.
I bite my lip trying to push the subject out of my head and not really succeeding in any thing other then making me want to mess around with Ito more at school or right after he gets home while he is still dressed up to see if he will act the same. I can’t help it that I like the idea of doing some kinkier stuff with my teacher. I grab the remote half sure that by the time I am able to distract myself with the T.V. Ito will be done cooking and come out to join me. I shift through the channels for a minute or so not finding much but mentally noting to myself that Ito has better then normal cable including a few ‘adult’ channels. So instead of leaving the tele on one of those channels I flick it back to cartoon reruns of older cartoons from when I was little, but not quite so little as to still like things like Barney the Dinosaur. Right now it’s showing ‘Ah real monsters’ and I laugh at the things I haven’t seen for years. I let myself absorb it figuring the mindless prattle is better then my thoughts for the moment.
Around half through the show though I feel slim hands wrap themselves around my head blocking my view and a very soft chuckle. “Alright now for the real surprise you have to try a bite without looking and without me telling you what it is. So open up and keep your eyes closed.” Ito’s voice instructs me as his hands move away from me yet I do as he says humoring him. I open my mouth as I feel the couch on the other side of me that Ito was just on being weighed down. I know he must be smiling yet I also have a faint idea of some things in the food from the smell while he was cooking. I feel food touch my tongue and I slowly bite down as he pulls away the fork puncturing it. The food tastes good and I find that I was right about the aroma. I can taste the chicken and certain spices but also some form of rice that doesn’t seem like just normal white rice.
I chew and swallow the food and then smile thinking how it actually tasted pretty good. “Can I open my eyes now?” I ask figuring I might as well ask. He chuckles lightly again.
“Not quite yet there’s one more thing for you to taste.” He tells me his voice a bit lustful again and I smile. Then I feel his lips pressed up against mine and I kiss them harshly drawing it out and really tasting more of the food I just had on his lips. He pulls away after a little while but a long enough while so that it isn’t just a tease. I open my eyes to look at him and he smiles softly at me. “Good?” He asks not letting me fully know if he means the food or the kiss. I don’t bother to ask either though I just look right into his eyes and answer confidently.
“It’s alright.” My words are half a challenge and I wonder if he will take me up on it. He grins and hands me a plate and starts eating from his own.
“Then I suppose I’ll have to work on that then hmm?” He challenges back and I smirk.
“I guess so.” I say and he doesn’t respond except to go on eating. His eyes turn towards the television and he smiles slightly at the show. I wonder what he will say about me watching cartoons. To my slight surprise he plays it off calmly.
“I’ve seen this one, Mikhail loves it.” He tells me smiling even as he says it and it makes me smile as well, thinking about it. I move slightly closer to Ito cuddling into him some and he smiles more then content to watch the show with me as we eat. We stay silent through out two more shows following the first even after we are both finished eating. But then at the end of that one Ito turns off the T.V. and leans over me for a second taking my plate and also kissing me lightly on the lips. I smile at him and instead of getting up and following him automatically I watch him walking for a few moments just liking the sight.
He turns his head back for a second and looks at me. “You coming or are you too busy starring at my ass?” He asks me and I grin not really caring enough to deny that I was starring at his butt especially when I was. I get up and walk over to him then grab his ass harshly.
“Can’t help it you have a nice ass.” I tell him half sincerely and he laughs at me grinning widely. “A very nice ass.” I tell him the smirk on my face growing as I squeeze his ass again. He grabs my hand and pulls it away causally and I smile at him. I lick his lips teasingly and pull away when he parts his lips not allowing him a proper kiss. “A great ass.” I say just one last time and he wraps his arms around me making me fully face him.
“I think you said that.” He tells me his voice completely sarcastic and I just grin.
“Did I?” I say more then ask and he smiles then wraps one of his hands around my neck and kisses me holding me there for a good moment or two.
“You did. Now come on.” He tells me and drags me by my wrist to his bedroom. I don’t bother to protest on the way there not truly minding at all. Once we are in his room though he literally picks me up and lies me on his bed then climbs on top of me straddling my legs. My eyes widen in mockery shock and my eyebrows rise.
“Ito Masûmakè what are you doing?” I ask him my voice sounding incredibly girly and fake. He grins wickedly at me and pins down my arms as well stopping all chance I have of escape. He licks my neck and then nibbles on my ear making me let out a very low moan at the pressure of it.
“I know who I would like to be doing.” He answers to me his voice dropping an octave or two and sounding infinitely more lustful.
“I said what, and in detail please.” I tell him and he grins then bites down on my ear harder making me moan.
“How about I just show you.” He offers and instead of answering I just nod. He manages to strip me of my clothes without giving an inch for me to get away. It’s much more amusing though watching him strip himself while still managing to pin me to the bed. I shrug my eyebrows at him and he rolls his eyes at me. I pucker my lips and he touches his lips to mine for half a second.
Yet then with seemingly no reason whatsoever Jesse’s face shows in my head. The look on his face when he asked me if I was going to be around a boy and then the way it worsened with me not denying that it was Ito. I remember how I was calling myself a whore earlier. As if that wasn’t bad enough Ito’s house phone starts ringing. I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad one. I smile at Ito anyway pleading with my eyes. “Come on let it ring.” I tell him urging myself on to do something with him despite my feelings about Jesse.
Ito smiles at me and kisses me again ignoring the phone as his hand wraps around my bare erection pumping it to fullness. I moan slightly as I hear the phone click to the answering machine. “Hello you have reached Ito Masûmakè I can’t come to the phone right now please leave a message after the beep.” Beep. I once again notice the formal tone of Ito’s voice when he is being ‘professional’. I manage to free my arms from his grip and wrap them around his neck pushing his lips to mine again as another voice clicks on the machine.
“Hey Ito um something come up and I need you to watch Mikhail for a little while. It won’t be all night I promise. –” Sadly at that point Ito goes ahead and answers the phone and while I can’t say I blame him I am starting to not like Natalie’s lame excuses for dropping off Mikhail. I don’t bother to really pay attention to Ito’s conversation as he talks to Natalie and his body is completely pulled away from mine. Not hard to see how with what is happening that I go completely soft again.
“K Natalie I’ll see you soon. No, don’t worry about it I’ll take Mikhail for the night. Bye Natalie.” Ito hangs up the phone and looks at me his eyes apologetic. “Sorry.” He tells me as he leans toward me again and lightly trails his hand over my hair. I don’t say anything, he kisses me for a little while still being very gentle. “I’ll make it up to you ok. Are you still going to stay over tonight?” I think over it quickly knowing that my mom doesn’t expect me home until really Monday and I do still want to see Ito.
“Yeah.” I tell him softly and he smiles then lightly kisses my lips again.
“K. Well come on we should get dressed before Natalie and Mikhail get here.”