Chapter 11
Ito doesn’t even delay as we get into his car and I almost find it a little weird to be in some one’s car other then my own. We put on our seatbelts and Ito starts the car. He must already have an idea of where he wants to take me because he doesn’t throw out any ideas he just starts driving. I don’t bother to ask thinking that he can surprise me and maybe it will be better that way.
As he actually parks the car I apparently wasn’t paying enough attention to see anywhere to eat in the area. Yet he grabs my hand stopping me from opening my door while we are still in the car. I turn to look at him a little confused. “What?” I ask and he smiles at me his hand moving to my cheek instead of my wrist. With out asking he pulls my head closer and lightly kisses my lips. He pulls away before I get a real chance to share the kiss.
“Sorry I just wanted to kiss you.” He tells me and I sit for a moment longer as he gets out of the car. He gets to my door quicker then I do and opens it just looking at me for a moment as he offers his hand to help me out. I smile at him and accept his hand letting him help me out. “Come on,” he tells me with one more kiss on the cheek. He pulls me along keeping my hand in his and I still manage to miss seeing the name of the restaurant.
Still I sigh softly at seeing the inside of the small building and noting that while it is still a very sit down type of place it is also sort of causal. I almost pull my hand away from his as we enter but I make myself keep my hand there in his while trying to convince myself that it is okay if someone sees. Ito smiles at me and I get that he noticed how I almost pulled away and the look of happiness on his face makes me glad I didn’t.
We go to a table sitting in chairs on the opposite ends of a small table. Ito let go of my hand reluctantly as we sat down still I don’t feel that bad about it being that I’m still on a date with him. When I look at the menu, I vaguely think of how the only thing I’ve eaten with Ito is his Japanese cooking. It makes me wonder what he will order being that we seem to be at a very American style dinner, one of those open always and always serving breakfast type places.
I order a hamburger when the waiter shows but Ito’s order almost makes me laugh. He orders French toast and when we get our food he proceeds to cover it in butter and blueberry syrup. Seeing the overwhelmed look on his face when he takes the first bite of the overly sugar filled food actually does make me laugh though and he just laughs with me lightening the mood of the date noticeably.
We manage to start talking again asking questions about family and our childhoods. Turns out that he has a younger sister and twin nieces. He also has a brother that doesn’t talk to him anymore since he told him that he is gay. I don’t say much about the only family I have that is my mom and I don’t know if I have any half-siblings by my dad that ran off. Not to mention that I already told Ito before that I don’t know my father and being what happened recently with my mom I don’t really want to talk about her. He doesn’t seem to mind though. Instead I talk about the other people that I spent time with when I was young Jesse’s family that might as well of been my own. Jesse’s parents and his younger brother were more of a family to me when I was young and constantly over at his house.
Some how talking about growing up with Jesse and his family doesn’t actually lead into talking about Jess himself, and my would be relationship with him. Instead I talk about how close we are and how we are almost like brothers. Neither of us mentions the boy in a way to make our conversation turn bad. After we finish dinner Ito orders a piece of cheesecake that we split. Ito feeds me a spoonful of it and I blush a little at his action. A young girl a few tables away giggles at us, and that just makes me blush further and keeps Ito from repeating his action.
When we finish eating Ito pays the check and we go back to his car. He drives back to his house and when we get there he opens my door for me again and pulls me by the wrist inside. Some how as soon as we enter we end up in a quick and very passionate kiss while he pushes me up against the door. I don’t pull away from him, in fact quite the opposite; I kiss him back just as intensely my hands tangled up in his hair. His hands slide down my body and right into my boxers squeezing my ass tightly. I moan lightly right into his mouth as we don’t bother to stop kissing.
Ito shoves me into the door again a bit more violently then before, but I just pull his head to mine again crashing our lips together as he does the same to our hips by pulling on my ass. Another moan escapes my lips as his fingers dare to venture a bit further dipping into the crack of my butt. The intensity of his actions don’t even give me time to think on the fact that I’m still turned on regardless of the way that his actions seem to headed. In fact I almost seem to be more turned on by his dominating me. I attempt to throw my leg around his waist as his finger digs deeper to actually breech my opening. Still it feels a little awkward with how we are positioned. “Ito, can we please move this to the bed?” I husk into his ear way too turned on to want this to stop.
His hands slide out of my boxers and down my thighs instead helping me to wrap my legs around Ito’s waist a little more securely. Ito carries me into his bedroom and continues to attack me with kisses and bites along my neck. He lowers me onto the bed on my back my legs still ‘round him keeping him on top of me. He strips me of my pants almost before my back hits the bed, unwrapping my legs from about his waist in the process. I still don’t even object when his hands take out a bottle of lube that didn’t even make an appearance when I fucked him before. That fact alone is enough to make me sure of his intentions, because the lube isn’t for him.
I just kiss his lips beyond caring; I want what he is offering. He strips my boxers and shirt off as well, my shoes having made it to the floor earlier some how. I let him move between my legs I even spread my legs for him allowing his fingers access as they return to probe my entrance this time thoroughly slicked with lube. His finger pushes past the outer rim and I moan enjoying the feeling of him inside of me. His eyes look at mine as if seeking approval but I just kiss him knowing that will be enough. Then he slides another finger inside of me curling them up and he manages to do something that no other guy has ever been able to do. He hits my prostate sending me into a fit of ecstasy enjoying his actions even more and squirming from the pleasure as I moan loudly not able to keep my lips shut.
At my outcry Ito just smirks at me and slides in a third finger thrusting them in and out of me. I bring his lips down to mine again kissing him more then a little desperately. His fingers rub over my bundle of nerves again sending me into another spasm of motions, this time I bite down on my lip to keep the moan from being heard. Still Ito’s eyes just watch me possessively; he seems to enjoy what he sees. His lips move to mine again this time of his own free will rather then my insisting upon it. I enjoy the kiss trying to keep up with his lips as his fingers batter me. As we still kiss his fingers hit my prostate again and this time I just can’t take the pressure. I cum hard, shooting my seed all over his shirt and his pants; seeing as he is still fully dressed. I blush before I can even think about it, embarrassed about the state of his clothes and the fact that it’s my fault.
Ito doesn’t seem to really even be effected by my action. He just goes about undressing himself mainly with the hand that isn’t still embedded within me. Now naked on top of me Ito doesn’t stop pounding his fingers into me and honestly I don’t want him to. He keeps me under him thrusting his fingers in a few more times and then pulling them out completely. As he seems about to enter me in a different way I stop him momentarily with just a word. “Condom.” I tell him sure that he will understand.
He smiles at me slightly pulling back from me just long enough to grab said item from his nightstand drawer just as he did the last time I asked for one. Though that one went for a different appendage. He slides the condom onto his very erect member and I look on a little breathlessly at the action. Then he regains his stance above me thrusting his erection slowly into my body as I relax to allow it. It hurts, a great deal more then his fingers did and it has been a while since last I bottomed even if it was unwillingly. So a tear escapes me as he enters me but it feels so good that I don’t want him to stop regardless of the pain. Still he catches sight of my tear filled eyes and the way I clench my teeth and his body stills. “Ito, don’t stop.” I tell him entwining my fingers in his hair and pulling him down for another kiss. He returns the kiss and does as I say pushing himself in the rest of the way.
I pant as he allows me to adjust to the fullness inside of me. Then he starts pushing into me again thrusting in and out and within only a few thrusts he hits my prostate making me relax and spasm around him. That spurs him on thrusting harder into me and I just moan loving it. “Damn,” I cuss at another cruel hit of his dick to my prostate and he just grins kissing my lips again. Ito keeps going harder and faster and one more quick impact has me moaning and about to cum. I spasm around Ito’s dick trying to cum but he doesn’t allow me to as his hand clamps around my dick denying me my release. I pant not even having enough energy to beg for him to let me cum no matter how much I want it. So I kiss Ito’s neck desperately and dig my nails into his back trying to get him to the same point that I am. I bite into his skin just as he hits my prostate again and this time his hand loosens just enough to let me cum. I spasm around his length and I know I pulled him into cumming as well when I hear him moan lowly growling right into my ear. Still I cum so hard that I just black out, fainting from all of the ecstasy.
***
In the morning when I wake up, I vaguely note Ito clinging to my body. I make an attempt to move closer to Ito but as soon as I do I feel a sharp pain in my rear. I hiss at the feel and wince trying to keep from yelping. At that I just stay as still as possible waiting for the pain to reside. Still as I look over Ito’s soft sleeping face and think of how good it felt to actually let him do that to me I hardly regret it even with the pain.
Ito still doesn’t stir in his sleep and I make no attempt to wake him or even move again being what happened the last time I moved. I kiss Ito very lightly on his cheek liking the closeness of our bodies and thinking on what I’ve let happen. I know I’m an idiot for taking Ito back and so easily like that. At the same time I’m still not dating him and he knows that. I hate the fact that I’m now trying to turn him into what I was hoping so desperately he wouldn’t be, a one-night stand. Still at the same time I am very insistent that we not be dating after everything that happened with him and Jesse earlier.
I still can’t believe how easily I crossed my own word and took Ito back. Let alone let him do what he did to me last night. How it even got to that point at all I’m still not sure but I actually enjoyed it a lot more than I expected to. I’ve never willingly bottomed before but I have bottomed and that was definitely the first time I enjoyed it that much, let alone really at all. I blush slightly just thinking of how dominate Ito was and the fact that it actually turns me on. As soon as I feel the blood rise to my cheeks though I feel something else as well. Ito stirs as he yet holds me in his arms, his eyes opening slowly just to take in the sight of my blushing face which unfortunately only makes me blush further. He smiles at me and lazily kisses my lips. I kiss him back keeping it soft and lazy not wanting to move.
He softly cradles my head in his hand and just looks at me smiling softly. “How did you sleep?” He asks me and I smile at him dimly wondering if he will bring up what we did last night or anything about us in any kind of a relationship. Still I just calmly answer him saying that I slept fine and not mentioning how sore I am or the reason behind it. Yet as he pulls me a little closer to him I feel another sharp discomfort in my behind and I wince at the pain. I don’t see whether or not he notices but if he does he keeps quiet.
We stay in each other’s arms for a while enjoying the feel and keeping quiet not needing talk to ruin the moment. I’m glad for the fact that we get to lie in his bed unlike any other times. Either with Mikhail here or with one of us needing to leave early I haven’t gotten to spend mornings with Ito. So now I enjoy the fact that I can stay in his arms this morning and I enjoy the fact that I am likely to have more mornings like this being that we are living together. Shit! We’re living together! I never thought of it like that before I mean I know that he agreed to let me live here but it’s not like I thought of it like anything other than him being nice with me being in a bad situation. To think of it as us living together along with the fact that we aren’t exactly in a platonic relationship just blows my mind, and I wonder what I got myself into.
It takes a while for Ito to get my attention again and he does so by softly biting my lower lip. I glare a little at him not really mad at him for the action. “You’re off in your own little world aren’t you?” He asks me and I smile at him knowing that I was still it’s hard not to be. “What’s going on in that head of yours?” He asks me caressing my cheek and then kissing my lips softly before I can answer. Still as our lips pull away he looks at me still expecting an answer.
“Just thinking.” I tell him knowing that probably won’t be enough of an answer for him.
“I gathered that, thinking about what?” He asks me with another soft kiss to my lips and it makes me still more hesitant to tell him what is going through my head.
“Nothing really, just thinking about all that’s happened lately.” I tell him and he smiles at me then kisses me again this time dragging it out, kissing me very deeply before pulling away.
“Yeah, good or bad?” He asks his kiss and words making me smile at him and want to kiss him again.
“Some of both.” I tell him not able to keep my lips away from his so I kiss him again still deeply and passionately. It takes him a little longer to be able to pull away from kissing me and I know there’s a chance this is going to lead somewhere. He doesn’t bother asking another question at this point instead he just smiles at me and pulls me close to him again. Unfortunately his action has an unwanted consequence, I yelp at the sharp pain in my lower back and this time Ito definitely notices.
Ito lightly kisses my lips then moves his own body closer to mine rather then the opposite. “Sorry,” he tells me, “I guess I was a little rough last night.” He says and I don’t bother to comment because I still don’t know exactly how to feel about what we did last night, it’s still too new to me. He seems fine with my silence, even if my embarrassment is most likely noticeable. He lightly kisses me again and I know that I don’t really want to get up today. “So anything you want to do today?” Ito asks me still holding me sweetly in his arms. I smile at him and kiss his lips a bit deeper.
“I don’t really feel like moving.” I tell him and he just smiles at me almost knowingly. I nuzzle my head into his chest not caring as long as the reason isn’t really mentioned thusly embarrassing me again. Still he just leans into me and kisses my lips again.
“K.” He says holding me still and not seeming to mind us continuing to lounge in his bed despite the creeping of sunlight into the room. He stays there holding me and kissing my lips repeatedly as we don’t bother to move or talk. Still somehow the kisses manage to stay soft and tender rather then leading into something else like they were about to before. So we don’t move much instead I spend the day in bed with Ito leaving only to get food for the both of us.
When it gets toward night again I still haven’t moved much and Ito just kisses me again for the last in a line of many for the day before we settle down going to sleep again. When I wake up I feel better then before not bothered by moving as much as before. So I hold Ito close to me waiting for him to wake up as well and I wonder how we will be spending the day together today. It doesn’t take too long for him to wake up and smile softly at me. Ito wraps his arm around me and in doing so I catch another glimpse of his tattoo on his wrist. I idly stroke the small inked symbols thinking on how I still don’t know what it means. My eyes go back to the Asian ones that are looking over me. “Ito what does your tattoo mean?” I ask and he smiles sweetly at me.
“The first character means ‘Love’,” He tells me pointing the top symbol and then the bottom. “Then this one means ‘All’. So the meaning is ‘Love All’ and also ‘Love Over All’.” He tells me and I smile at that thinking it’s a little corny but still cool. So I just grin and lightly kiss his wrist right over the tattoo.
“Cool.” I tell him before wrapping his arm tighter around myself and facing him again. “I like it.” I say smiling right at his face. He grins and leans toward me before softly claiming my lips. I allow the kiss giving back in slow soft movements of my lips; neither of us moves to add tongue to the action. After he pulls away from the kiss he holds me to him tightly.
“I wish I could hold you like this forever.” He tells me softly and the words make me blush from the obvious meaning that he cares that deeply for me. It scares me a little but I know he means it and that scares me even more. I don’t bother to respond; instead I think about how miserable it is going to be to go back to school tomorrow. Between all the schoolwork I have to make up and seeing Jesse it is sure to be hell.
I wonder if there is anyway I can get out at least one of those situations but I doubt it. I yawn loudly stretching out my limbs that I didn’t really move at all yesterday. I know I can’t do the same today. Still I do just want to stay in the house with Ito though I know there are at least a few things I should do today. Ito smiles at me watching as my body stretches out and the covers slide down to reveal more of my unclothed body. I grin at him and just move right from under the covers exposing all of my naked body as I stand up.
I move towards the door for the bathroom, I leave the door open as I take a step inside. Once I see my reflection in the mirror though I curse loudly. Ito hears me and looks over at me from where he sits on the bed. “What is it?” He asks and I glare at him half-heartedly.
“Well it was going to be bad enough going to school tomorrow as it. Now I have to go covered in hickeys.” I tell him pointing out my bruised up neck. He laughs at me and then gets up and joins me in front of the mirror.
“Well you attacked my neck as well.” He tells me lightly kissing my cheek as he comes to stand next to me. I know it’s true but he started it still I don’t bother bring up that argument. Apparently he isn’t interested in much more of a conversation either, as he grabs a towel and seems to be getting ready to shower. He looks at me and I know his question before he asks it. “Want to join me?” He asks and I smile at him for a second thinking that I probably need to shower after what we did Friday and how I didn’t move yesterday. So I find myself nodding to him and grabbing another towel for myself. He grins and pulls me into the shower with him.
We shower without really touching each other. Though we do spend a bit of time looking each other over. Still Ito is pretty distant or as much as possible while we are in a shower together. When we get out and towel off it remains so. We walk back into his room and dress today unlike yesterday when we stayed naked. With being showered and in clothes that actually fit me I feel a bit better despite that I still have a bit of an ache when I move certain ways. Now fully dressed I look to Ito; who is also covered, and wonder slightly what I am going to do with him in the long run. Still as I look over how his pants cling to his tight ass I’m not sure if I mind.
As he actually parks the car I apparently wasn’t paying enough attention to see anywhere to eat in the area. Yet he grabs my hand stopping me from opening my door while we are still in the car. I turn to look at him a little confused. “What?” I ask and he smiles at me his hand moving to my cheek instead of my wrist. With out asking he pulls my head closer and lightly kisses my lips. He pulls away before I get a real chance to share the kiss.
“Sorry I just wanted to kiss you.” He tells me and I sit for a moment longer as he gets out of the car. He gets to my door quicker then I do and opens it just looking at me for a moment as he offers his hand to help me out. I smile at him and accept his hand letting him help me out. “Come on,” he tells me with one more kiss on the cheek. He pulls me along keeping my hand in his and I still manage to miss seeing the name of the restaurant.
Still I sigh softly at seeing the inside of the small building and noting that while it is still a very sit down type of place it is also sort of causal. I almost pull my hand away from his as we enter but I make myself keep my hand there in his while trying to convince myself that it is okay if someone sees. Ito smiles at me and I get that he noticed how I almost pulled away and the look of happiness on his face makes me glad I didn’t.
We go to a table sitting in chairs on the opposite ends of a small table. Ito let go of my hand reluctantly as we sat down still I don’t feel that bad about it being that I’m still on a date with him. When I look at the menu, I vaguely think of how the only thing I’ve eaten with Ito is his Japanese cooking. It makes me wonder what he will order being that we seem to be at a very American style dinner, one of those open always and always serving breakfast type places.
I order a hamburger when the waiter shows but Ito’s order almost makes me laugh. He orders French toast and when we get our food he proceeds to cover it in butter and blueberry syrup. Seeing the overwhelmed look on his face when he takes the first bite of the overly sugar filled food actually does make me laugh though and he just laughs with me lightening the mood of the date noticeably.
We manage to start talking again asking questions about family and our childhoods. Turns out that he has a younger sister and twin nieces. He also has a brother that doesn’t talk to him anymore since he told him that he is gay. I don’t say much about the only family I have that is my mom and I don’t know if I have any half-siblings by my dad that ran off. Not to mention that I already told Ito before that I don’t know my father and being what happened recently with my mom I don’t really want to talk about her. He doesn’t seem to mind though. Instead I talk about the other people that I spent time with when I was young Jesse’s family that might as well of been my own. Jesse’s parents and his younger brother were more of a family to me when I was young and constantly over at his house.
Some how talking about growing up with Jesse and his family doesn’t actually lead into talking about Jess himself, and my would be relationship with him. Instead I talk about how close we are and how we are almost like brothers. Neither of us mentions the boy in a way to make our conversation turn bad. After we finish dinner Ito orders a piece of cheesecake that we split. Ito feeds me a spoonful of it and I blush a little at his action. A young girl a few tables away giggles at us, and that just makes me blush further and keeps Ito from repeating his action.
When we finish eating Ito pays the check and we go back to his car. He drives back to his house and when we get there he opens my door for me again and pulls me by the wrist inside. Some how as soon as we enter we end up in a quick and very passionate kiss while he pushes me up against the door. I don’t pull away from him, in fact quite the opposite; I kiss him back just as intensely my hands tangled up in his hair. His hands slide down my body and right into my boxers squeezing my ass tightly. I moan lightly right into his mouth as we don’t bother to stop kissing.
Ito shoves me into the door again a bit more violently then before, but I just pull his head to mine again crashing our lips together as he does the same to our hips by pulling on my ass. Another moan escapes my lips as his fingers dare to venture a bit further dipping into the crack of my butt. The intensity of his actions don’t even give me time to think on the fact that I’m still turned on regardless of the way that his actions seem to headed. In fact I almost seem to be more turned on by his dominating me. I attempt to throw my leg around his waist as his finger digs deeper to actually breech my opening. Still it feels a little awkward with how we are positioned. “Ito, can we please move this to the bed?” I husk into his ear way too turned on to want this to stop.
His hands slide out of my boxers and down my thighs instead helping me to wrap my legs around Ito’s waist a little more securely. Ito carries me into his bedroom and continues to attack me with kisses and bites along my neck. He lowers me onto the bed on my back my legs still ‘round him keeping him on top of me. He strips me of my pants almost before my back hits the bed, unwrapping my legs from about his waist in the process. I still don’t even object when his hands take out a bottle of lube that didn’t even make an appearance when I fucked him before. That fact alone is enough to make me sure of his intentions, because the lube isn’t for him.
I just kiss his lips beyond caring; I want what he is offering. He strips my boxers and shirt off as well, my shoes having made it to the floor earlier some how. I let him move between my legs I even spread my legs for him allowing his fingers access as they return to probe my entrance this time thoroughly slicked with lube. His finger pushes past the outer rim and I moan enjoying the feeling of him inside of me. His eyes look at mine as if seeking approval but I just kiss him knowing that will be enough. Then he slides another finger inside of me curling them up and he manages to do something that no other guy has ever been able to do. He hits my prostate sending me into a fit of ecstasy enjoying his actions even more and squirming from the pleasure as I moan loudly not able to keep my lips shut.
At my outcry Ito just smirks at me and slides in a third finger thrusting them in and out of me. I bring his lips down to mine again kissing him more then a little desperately. His fingers rub over my bundle of nerves again sending me into another spasm of motions, this time I bite down on my lip to keep the moan from being heard. Still Ito’s eyes just watch me possessively; he seems to enjoy what he sees. His lips move to mine again this time of his own free will rather then my insisting upon it. I enjoy the kiss trying to keep up with his lips as his fingers batter me. As we still kiss his fingers hit my prostate again and this time I just can’t take the pressure. I cum hard, shooting my seed all over his shirt and his pants; seeing as he is still fully dressed. I blush before I can even think about it, embarrassed about the state of his clothes and the fact that it’s my fault.
Ito doesn’t seem to really even be effected by my action. He just goes about undressing himself mainly with the hand that isn’t still embedded within me. Now naked on top of me Ito doesn’t stop pounding his fingers into me and honestly I don’t want him to. He keeps me under him thrusting his fingers in a few more times and then pulling them out completely. As he seems about to enter me in a different way I stop him momentarily with just a word. “Condom.” I tell him sure that he will understand.
He smiles at me slightly pulling back from me just long enough to grab said item from his nightstand drawer just as he did the last time I asked for one. Though that one went for a different appendage. He slides the condom onto his very erect member and I look on a little breathlessly at the action. Then he regains his stance above me thrusting his erection slowly into my body as I relax to allow it. It hurts, a great deal more then his fingers did and it has been a while since last I bottomed even if it was unwillingly. So a tear escapes me as he enters me but it feels so good that I don’t want him to stop regardless of the pain. Still he catches sight of my tear filled eyes and the way I clench my teeth and his body stills. “Ito, don’t stop.” I tell him entwining my fingers in his hair and pulling him down for another kiss. He returns the kiss and does as I say pushing himself in the rest of the way.
I pant as he allows me to adjust to the fullness inside of me. Then he starts pushing into me again thrusting in and out and within only a few thrusts he hits my prostate making me relax and spasm around him. That spurs him on thrusting harder into me and I just moan loving it. “Damn,” I cuss at another cruel hit of his dick to my prostate and he just grins kissing my lips again. Ito keeps going harder and faster and one more quick impact has me moaning and about to cum. I spasm around Ito’s dick trying to cum but he doesn’t allow me to as his hand clamps around my dick denying me my release. I pant not even having enough energy to beg for him to let me cum no matter how much I want it. So I kiss Ito’s neck desperately and dig my nails into his back trying to get him to the same point that I am. I bite into his skin just as he hits my prostate again and this time his hand loosens just enough to let me cum. I spasm around his length and I know I pulled him into cumming as well when I hear him moan lowly growling right into my ear. Still I cum so hard that I just black out, fainting from all of the ecstasy.
***
In the morning when I wake up, I vaguely note Ito clinging to my body. I make an attempt to move closer to Ito but as soon as I do I feel a sharp pain in my rear. I hiss at the feel and wince trying to keep from yelping. At that I just stay as still as possible waiting for the pain to reside. Still as I look over Ito’s soft sleeping face and think of how good it felt to actually let him do that to me I hardly regret it even with the pain.
Ito still doesn’t stir in his sleep and I make no attempt to wake him or even move again being what happened the last time I moved. I kiss Ito very lightly on his cheek liking the closeness of our bodies and thinking on what I’ve let happen. I know I’m an idiot for taking Ito back and so easily like that. At the same time I’m still not dating him and he knows that. I hate the fact that I’m now trying to turn him into what I was hoping so desperately he wouldn’t be, a one-night stand. Still at the same time I am very insistent that we not be dating after everything that happened with him and Jesse earlier.
I still can’t believe how easily I crossed my own word and took Ito back. Let alone let him do what he did to me last night. How it even got to that point at all I’m still not sure but I actually enjoyed it a lot more than I expected to. I’ve never willingly bottomed before but I have bottomed and that was definitely the first time I enjoyed it that much, let alone really at all. I blush slightly just thinking of how dominate Ito was and the fact that it actually turns me on. As soon as I feel the blood rise to my cheeks though I feel something else as well. Ito stirs as he yet holds me in his arms, his eyes opening slowly just to take in the sight of my blushing face which unfortunately only makes me blush further. He smiles at me and lazily kisses my lips. I kiss him back keeping it soft and lazy not wanting to move.
He softly cradles my head in his hand and just looks at me smiling softly. “How did you sleep?” He asks me and I smile at him dimly wondering if he will bring up what we did last night or anything about us in any kind of a relationship. Still I just calmly answer him saying that I slept fine and not mentioning how sore I am or the reason behind it. Yet as he pulls me a little closer to him I feel another sharp discomfort in my behind and I wince at the pain. I don’t see whether or not he notices but if he does he keeps quiet.
We stay in each other’s arms for a while enjoying the feel and keeping quiet not needing talk to ruin the moment. I’m glad for the fact that we get to lie in his bed unlike any other times. Either with Mikhail here or with one of us needing to leave early I haven’t gotten to spend mornings with Ito. So now I enjoy the fact that I can stay in his arms this morning and I enjoy the fact that I am likely to have more mornings like this being that we are living together. Shit! We’re living together! I never thought of it like that before I mean I know that he agreed to let me live here but it’s not like I thought of it like anything other than him being nice with me being in a bad situation. To think of it as us living together along with the fact that we aren’t exactly in a platonic relationship just blows my mind, and I wonder what I got myself into.
It takes a while for Ito to get my attention again and he does so by softly biting my lower lip. I glare a little at him not really mad at him for the action. “You’re off in your own little world aren’t you?” He asks me and I smile at him knowing that I was still it’s hard not to be. “What’s going on in that head of yours?” He asks me caressing my cheek and then kissing my lips softly before I can answer. Still as our lips pull away he looks at me still expecting an answer.
“Just thinking.” I tell him knowing that probably won’t be enough of an answer for him.
“I gathered that, thinking about what?” He asks me with another soft kiss to my lips and it makes me still more hesitant to tell him what is going through my head.
“Nothing really, just thinking about all that’s happened lately.” I tell him and he smiles at me then kisses me again this time dragging it out, kissing me very deeply before pulling away.
“Yeah, good or bad?” He asks his kiss and words making me smile at him and want to kiss him again.
“Some of both.” I tell him not able to keep my lips away from his so I kiss him again still deeply and passionately. It takes him a little longer to be able to pull away from kissing me and I know there’s a chance this is going to lead somewhere. He doesn’t bother asking another question at this point instead he just smiles at me and pulls me close to him again. Unfortunately his action has an unwanted consequence, I yelp at the sharp pain in my lower back and this time Ito definitely notices.
Ito lightly kisses my lips then moves his own body closer to mine rather then the opposite. “Sorry,” he tells me, “I guess I was a little rough last night.” He says and I don’t bother to comment because I still don’t know exactly how to feel about what we did last night, it’s still too new to me. He seems fine with my silence, even if my embarrassment is most likely noticeable. He lightly kisses me again and I know that I don’t really want to get up today. “So anything you want to do today?” Ito asks me still holding me sweetly in his arms. I smile at him and kiss his lips a bit deeper.
“I don’t really feel like moving.” I tell him and he just smiles at me almost knowingly. I nuzzle my head into his chest not caring as long as the reason isn’t really mentioned thusly embarrassing me again. Still he just leans into me and kisses my lips again.
“K.” He says holding me still and not seeming to mind us continuing to lounge in his bed despite the creeping of sunlight into the room. He stays there holding me and kissing my lips repeatedly as we don’t bother to move or talk. Still somehow the kisses manage to stay soft and tender rather then leading into something else like they were about to before. So we don’t move much instead I spend the day in bed with Ito leaving only to get food for the both of us.
When it gets toward night again I still haven’t moved much and Ito just kisses me again for the last in a line of many for the day before we settle down going to sleep again. When I wake up I feel better then before not bothered by moving as much as before. So I hold Ito close to me waiting for him to wake up as well and I wonder how we will be spending the day together today. It doesn’t take too long for him to wake up and smile softly at me. Ito wraps his arm around me and in doing so I catch another glimpse of his tattoo on his wrist. I idly stroke the small inked symbols thinking on how I still don’t know what it means. My eyes go back to the Asian ones that are looking over me. “Ito what does your tattoo mean?” I ask and he smiles sweetly at me.
“The first character means ‘Love’,” He tells me pointing the top symbol and then the bottom. “Then this one means ‘All’. So the meaning is ‘Love All’ and also ‘Love Over All’.” He tells me and I smile at that thinking it’s a little corny but still cool. So I just grin and lightly kiss his wrist right over the tattoo.
“Cool.” I tell him before wrapping his arm tighter around myself and facing him again. “I like it.” I say smiling right at his face. He grins and leans toward me before softly claiming my lips. I allow the kiss giving back in slow soft movements of my lips; neither of us moves to add tongue to the action. After he pulls away from the kiss he holds me to him tightly.
“I wish I could hold you like this forever.” He tells me softly and the words make me blush from the obvious meaning that he cares that deeply for me. It scares me a little but I know he means it and that scares me even more. I don’t bother to respond; instead I think about how miserable it is going to be to go back to school tomorrow. Between all the schoolwork I have to make up and seeing Jesse it is sure to be hell.
I wonder if there is anyway I can get out at least one of those situations but I doubt it. I yawn loudly stretching out my limbs that I didn’t really move at all yesterday. I know I can’t do the same today. Still I do just want to stay in the house with Ito though I know there are at least a few things I should do today. Ito smiles at me watching as my body stretches out and the covers slide down to reveal more of my unclothed body. I grin at him and just move right from under the covers exposing all of my naked body as I stand up.
I move towards the door for the bathroom, I leave the door open as I take a step inside. Once I see my reflection in the mirror though I curse loudly. Ito hears me and looks over at me from where he sits on the bed. “What is it?” He asks and I glare at him half-heartedly.
“Well it was going to be bad enough going to school tomorrow as it. Now I have to go covered in hickeys.” I tell him pointing out my bruised up neck. He laughs at me and then gets up and joins me in front of the mirror.
“Well you attacked my neck as well.” He tells me lightly kissing my cheek as he comes to stand next to me. I know it’s true but he started it still I don’t bother bring up that argument. Apparently he isn’t interested in much more of a conversation either, as he grabs a towel and seems to be getting ready to shower. He looks at me and I know his question before he asks it. “Want to join me?” He asks and I smile at him for a second thinking that I probably need to shower after what we did Friday and how I didn’t move yesterday. So I find myself nodding to him and grabbing another towel for myself. He grins and pulls me into the shower with him.
We shower without really touching each other. Though we do spend a bit of time looking each other over. Still Ito is pretty distant or as much as possible while we are in a shower together. When we get out and towel off it remains so. We walk back into his room and dress today unlike yesterday when we stayed naked. With being showered and in clothes that actually fit me I feel a bit better despite that I still have a bit of an ache when I move certain ways. Now fully dressed I look to Ito; who is also covered, and wonder slightly what I am going to do with him in the long run. Still as I look over how his pants cling to his tight ass I’m not sure if I mind.